21 November 2009

Afternoon, ICLWers!

I am 2dpiui. Everything went fine with the IUI. I had less pain during the procedure, but I feel like I had more pain after and yesterday. I was having some OHSS symptoms again, but I've been chugging water and Gatorade, and it seems to be better this morning. Granted it usually gets worse as the day goes on, but I'm going to stay optimistic. :)

This weekend is full of cleaning and homework. We have friends from Germany coming in on Wednesday for 10 days, we're hosting Thanksgiving, and then the SMT is coming for the weekend. (TH is going to be in a house full of estrogen, hehe!) The next week is going to be *busy*, and I'm thankful for it. Let's get these days moving!

I will confess, I'm nervous about having houseguests during the time in which we'll find out if the cycle works or not. We'll save that for later, though. Whenever I start to think about it, I just tell myself that it will hopefully just be more people to celebrate with. ♥

Lastly, let's talk music. I've been feeling like my life is lacking music lately, so I've been trying to put some on more often. We're not TV-as-background-noise people, so our apartment is usually quiet. For this morning's Saturday bagel and egg breakfast, I tried to put music on (FAIL) but we just had to wait until TH and I could stop bickering to put it on. :) (It's hooked up through the computer to the TV's computer to the speakers, blah, blah, blah. And, oddly, TH seemed to have woken up on the wrong side of the bed. I'm happy to report all is well again.) :)

Anyway, do you have some favorite songs/lyrics that get you through the IF dumps? I heard an old song in a new way yesterday, so I'm inspired. Here's my list:

True Fine Love by Steve Miller Band
  • So come on, pretty baby, we're gonna raise a family
  • We'll have a boy for you and a girl for me

One Day You Will by Lady Antebellum
  • Every heartache makes you stronger
    But it won't be much longer
    You'll find love, you'll find peace
    And the you you're meant to be
    I know right now that's not the way you feel
    But one day you will

    You wake up every morning and ask yourself
    What am I doing here anyway
    With the weight of all those disappointments
    Whispering in your ear
    You're just barely hanging by a thread
Stand Back Up by Sugarland
  • I will stand back up,
    You'll know just the moment when I've have enough,
    Sometimes I'm afraid, and I dont feel that tough,
    But I'll stand back up,

    I've been beaten up and bruised,
    I've been kicked right off my shoes,
    Been down on my knees more times than you'd believe,
    When the darkness tries to get me,
    There's a light that just wont let me,
    It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes,
    But I'll stand back up.
Here by Rascal Flatts
  • And I wouldn't change a thing
    I'd walk right back through the rain
    Back to every broken heart
    On the day that it was breakin'
    And I'd relive all the years
    And be thankful for the tears
    I've cried with every stumbled step
    That led to you and got me here, right here

    It's amazing what I let my heart go through
    To get me where it got me
    In this moment here with you
    And it passed me by
    God knows how many times
    I was so caught up in holding
    What I never thought I'd find
    I know now, there's a million roads
    I had to take
    To get me in your arms that way
What are yours? I know you've got some that get you through. ♥

9 comments:

  1. Oh wow! I am so with you! Music gets me through things like nothing else can. I posted one song recently that I love.

    Syndicate by The Fray

    Don't ever forget, we haven't lost it all yet
    All we know for sure is all that we are fighting for
    Baby, don't forget we haven't lost it all yet

    Someday when this is over
    We may still have no answer
    For now it's when I hold her
    We are closer, we are closer

    Good luck! Hope these coming days bring you a blessing! Something great to be thankful for, huh!

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  2. Hey there, just stopping by for ICLW! I LOVE your idea of collecting songs for bad IF days...I especially love that Rascal Flatts song, I just got teary re-reading the lyrics!

    Hoping that you get the good news you're hoping for with this IUI!

    Jeannine

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  3. I think it will be good for you to have houseguests while you are waiting for your answer. It will keep you occupied. And, I agree, they can can celebrate with you!

    I like the song "While I'm Waiting." It is a Christian song about waiting, which is all I seem to be doing lately. Waiting to feel better, waiting to ovulate, waiting to test...It just plain sucks! On a completely opposite note, I have been listening to a lot of Metallica lately, because it helps me to forget about IF!

    I love that Steve Miller song.

    I wish you the best this month.

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  4. I agree with PP, having houseguests will at the very least keep you busy. Best of luck with the IUI.

    Every time I hear the new Black Eyed Peas song 'Meet Me Halfway' and Fergie sings these lyrics I think of my baby.

    I can't go any further than this
    I want you so badly, it's my only wish

    When I want to think about things other than IF, I listen to a lot of Lady Gaga. I can't be sad when I listen to Gaga.

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  5. Would you think badly of me if I told you I had a whole playlist on my Ipod dedicated to sad-IF related music? It's sick, I know.
    Here is one of my favorites:
    Falling Slowly by:Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova (from the movie Once)

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  6. Fingers crossed that you get to celebrate success surrounded by family and friends next week...

    Here via ICLW.

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  7. So Hard by Dixie Chicks

    It felt like a given
    Something a woman's born to do
    A natural ambition
    To see a reflection of me and you

    And I'd feel so guilty
    If that was a gift I couldn't give
    And could you be happy
    If life wasn't how we pictured it

    And sometimes I just want to wait it out
    To prove everybody wrong
    And I need your help to move on
    Cause you know it's so hard

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  8. I hope this IUI is it for you. It would be wonderful to celebrate with all of your guests. The company will be a great distraction during the 2ww. We're getting ready for our first IUI in December.

    hmmm...Music for IF, yesterday I heard Bob Marley's Three Little Birds playing:

    Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
    'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
    Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
    'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

    It made me smile and reminded me that I have to look beyond this cycle and how hard this year has been and know that everything is going to work out.

    ICLW

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  9. You know, I've never thought of connecting music with IF. I'll have to think about that. It seems rather obvious, though, bc everyone has songs that remind them of different points in their life, so why not IF, too? Good thought. I'll have to get back to you on that. {Love Rascal Flatts}

    ICLW

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